Monday, April 07, 2014

Another Letter

Round two came back in the mail after only three days. I was rushing out the door, and almost missed it. I'd sent out maybe a dozen or so documents and, lo and behold, back came an envelope containing a dozen or so sheets of paper.

Seen that before.

I chucked the rest of the mail on the couch, balanced my bag on the handrail - and ripped it open. It had a cover letter. One hand reaching for my keys, I looked for the check box.

But there wasn't one. This was a genuine letter, signed even. It said "Enclosed are the documents you requested."

I'm halfway out of the house, swinging the door closed, reading-
George _________ - Born March 20, 1887.
Hospitalized: August 31, 1921 - April 17, 1923.
I'll be damned.
There it was, in black and white. I sat down on the porch and began reading.



It was not a happy story.

It began with interview notes. In them, the patient is described as a common laborer. In the blank next to "education," the doctor has entered - "not much." The patient is asked a series of questions about the world around him; He knows who the president is, he knows that the Mississippi is the largest river in the US, and so on.

He doesn't know why he's here. He knows he owns his own house; he's had trouble with his wife over the children. He did threaten to kill her, but he didn't mean it. He thinks his wife doesn't care for him, that she might be unfaithful. She's been saying things, you see.

The diagnosis is brief.

The other documents were a chronology of patient behavior and disposition. Every month or so, the patient gets three or more lines of text.

Lines like:
...patient does no work...
...sits and stares into space...
...wanders the ward aimlessly...
...dull and stupid.
All entries report the patient is in good physical condition. Treatment is not mentioned at all.
The last entries record a change in demeanor: the patient has "a high opinion of himself" and occasionally attacks staff. The final entry has an almost exasperated tone:
Transferred by order of the Board of Control. Condition unimproved
There was a lot in the letter, but that's where it ended, 1923. Two years down, forty odd more to go.

If there is more to be had, I'll find it.


Tuesday, April 01, 2014

I am Weasel

Runner [3:29 PM]:  just feeling a bit grumpy today

murph
[3:30 PM]: whazzup?

Runner
[3:31 PM]: oh the earlier stuff with our buddy

murph
[3:31 PM]: Yeah, that's totally shitty

Runner
[3:31 PM]: did you talk with him?

murph
[3:32 PM]: I did.
Caution.
This will not help your mood

Runner
[3:32 PM]: OK
give it to me

murph
[3:33 PM]: He basically said all the things he should of said to the SMEs, but didnt'.
He thinks he was taking the bullet in the call and in his discussion with BigDog.
I do not think that is so.
He believes that he went through the stories with you to find ones that were ready for dev.
I made him repeat that.
Basically doubling down on the line of bullshit
I just....
I mean WT screaming hell?

Runner
[3:36 PM]: so I take the bullet for it

murph
[3:36 PM]: I went after that. "So now, the SMEs are going to think this is on Runner?"
He's like "No, I took the bullet for this."
I did not get that out of his conversation on Friday at all.

Runner
[3:37 PM]: did you mention that?

murph
[3:37 PM]: I did not. I sat there like a tool.
I could not believe his shit and I did nothing about it.
Which does not help.

Runner
[3:38 PM]: well whatever it is done
I learned a valuable lesson

murph
[3:38 PM]: Noddy is a weasel. And I'm not much help.

Runner
[3:39 PM]: well you don't want to get too involved in this
I think people know that, right?

murph
[3:39 PM]: No, Runner I let you down in there. Same as Friday.
I just could not believe how far down the rabbit hole he was going.
I just sat there.
I made sure I wasn't mis-hearing him but I didn't call him out.
Which is shit.
And I'm sorry, but I'll do better. This can't be how it goes.

Runner
[3:41 PM]: don't worry about it
sounds like this isn
this isn't the first time it's happened
and really it's my fault for letting it happen

murph
[3:42 PM]: No, letting it happen is on me, too. And I should not let this roll like that.

Runner
[3:42 PM]: and truth be told, I probably shouldn't have written up those stories without combining everything and getting it all in there

murph
[3:43 PM]: That's gonna be a thing, for sure for all of us.
Anyway, Runner - I'm sorry I didn't pounce on him. I was all pissed off, and then I got nowhere with him.
I don't think I can fix the overall situation, but Noddy should know that he's in the wrong.
I don't want the drama, but I hate the unfair.

Runner
[3:45 PM]: well lesson learned is that we can't just move stories ready for dev unless we vet them

murph
[3:45 PM]: Yeah. Totally
And we don't move stories that aren't ours.

Runner
[3:47 PM]: yep

murph
[3:47 PM]: See. Told you it wouldn't improve your mood.

Runner [3:47 PM]: I was expecting that really